Every time I put on the tv, I get this nasty urge to eat.. It's really annoying. Wonder what would help against it..?
My friends at school are fighting over a stupid misunderstanding and no one has the guts to put a end to it.. at least no one else than me. I bet right now you're thinking 'Why don't you do it then? are you stupid or something?'. To be honest, to see them fight over some stupid things brings me joy. In some sick twisted way I really enjoy seeing them hurt eachother. Idiots. I called Domino this morning, I think the time was something around.. 04.30 am. And as usually she didn't get angry at me.. not at all.. She acctually sounded really happy to hear me call. She said that 'as a matter of fact' she was going to wake up 05.10 am to read before a important chemistry test, so the early call didn't bother her at all. I told her about the situation at school and how I felt about it, she just laughed at my sadistic point of view and told me that I had a refreching way of looking at things ^-^'' It felt really good to talk to her.. Ya' know, she's a person that doesn't judge you by your actions, but for your words.. yeah...
I've had a Death Note period... again... The last time was 'bout a month ago... I think L-kun's so sweet! He's like my ideal of a man!... Maybe not really.. But a cutie that's what he certainly is.
Tomorrow me and some friends are going to visit a upper secondary school in another town.. this is rather funny.. because Domino has a upper secondary school visit tomorrow to! Unfortunately it's not the same place as I'm going to..
I just stuffed myself full of cookies.. which isn't so good.. because I've tried to stop the vomiting, I've even lost some weight while trying to reduce some of my coercion eating behaviour.. (Acctually.. the try just ended up with me not eating at all for a few days.. but I still lost some weight!.).. So It'd be really sad if I'd fuck it up now.
Well got to go now.. C-ya.
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