Depression

This was the #1 mental illness that I'd ever suffered from, Heavy depression.
It all began in the beginning of the six:th year of compulsory-school. I started to feel ugly, fat and un-loveable. So slowly, my mind started to darken. I didn't understand that I suffered from a mental illness until later on, when I'd already been cured. I've never been to a shrink, which means that I've been forced to deal with this kind of stuff all alone (Until BabyFace appeared). About a month before my thirteen:th birthday, under the summer vacation, I really don't know why, but I started to feel more lively, as if the sun'd affected me in some stange way... (What really makes this weird is that I don't like sunshine at all, I'm more of a night person)... So I got over it all... That's what I thought at least... In reality this was only the beginning of my mizerable life story. So stay tooned for the next part of "my mental history".
Ehehee... I just had to write that...